I HATE TODAY!
I HATE TODAY!

Today seemed to be not-my-day day >:(
Everyday isn't.
I seriously locked myself in the room and cried.
I can't take it. I'm sorry for being too emotional.
First, Chinese, I got 70/100.
I just got 94/100 for my previous one.
Why must it be a pattern ?
I got 96 for 1st, 72 for 2nd, 94 for 3rd and 70 for 4th.
That's for my Chinese spelling.
Next, I forgotten to bring my wallet to school.
This cause everything !
And i mean it, EVERYTHING .
It makes me gets emotional.
I'll have to borrow money from my friend.
I don't feel good, frankly. I feel stupid, fool. I feel even like a BEGGAR.
But that really teaches me a lesson, I just realise that even a 5 cents coin is very worth keeping it.
Just now, as I was walking to the canteen to eat my lunch, saw my sis.
I asked her to gimme back my $1 cus i forgot to bring money.
I was really feeling lucky that time as I don't want to ask from my friend anymore.
I told her to tell my mom to fetch me.
I bought milo @ 80 cents.
I'm left with 40 cents, then.
I wanted to call my mom during lunch to fetch me as I don't have enough coins and I did not have my EZ-link card with me.
But I trust my sis too much. I thought she would tell her that I could not go home myself for now.
But I was wrong.
I shouldn't have trusted her for such a important thing.
I called my mom. This is our convo.
Me: Mommy, are you fetching me ?
Mom: Where are you?
Me: Still in school.
Mom: Ohh. No?
Me: Huh?! She nv tell you ? Crying abit
Mom: No. She nv say that you have no coins. You borrow from your friend first.
Me: Okay la! (being abit rude)
Then slams the phone without saying bye.
I was extremely dissapointed with my sis.
I wanted to borrow from my friend. But I couldn't find her.
I missed the first bus.
Waited for the slowpoke bus.
I have no choice but to but what I have now.
I know i'm doing a wrong thing. But what to do?
Walk? You siao arh? So far. Plus carrying my bags & stuffs ?
Went to the bus. I was really guilty. I should have just walk.
I don't care whether it's far or not. Heavy or light.
Reached home, bang the door.
I got scolded by my sis for banging the door.
She still have the cheek to scold me you know?! I bet she don't feel guilty for what she's done.
I locked myself in a room and cried, as I told you.
I looked at all my bears.
They'll cheer me up when I'm upset. Even just a look.
I love them very much. They'll always be there when I'm lonely.
They'll never betray me.
Mom keep on saying sorry to me when actually it's not her fault.
It's all because of my sis and she didn't even apologise.
I bet she's scared of me cus she's not talking to me a single word since then.
I will never forgive me until she apologise.
PROMISE !

Ok. Another bad thing, I HAVE A SORE THROAT !
When I eat or drink, its super pain lahs ! D:
And I have a mouth ulcer ! ):
I don't feel like going to school tml can ?
Please ...................... ?
And just now in school, I'm abit of warm.

And, today's literature program is super boring !!
I want to sleep there, omgeez!

kay. bye !

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