Can you all stop forcing me to forgive her? I've got my own brain to think and heart to feel. I can decide myself, I am not a baby now. Please? You think I will be ignoring her for all my life time? Yes, I will if she repeats what she does or worsen things. But no, I won't if she won't.

There's no use crying over this matter, it's just the old me. In fact, I'm not a good friend, will you still accept? You can never predict me. You can never predict my mood, my behavior and my feelings. Why? I'm over-sensitive and emotional. I change whenever I want. Moreover, I can't stick with you and talk with you always. I still have friends to entertain, not only you. Do you think it's boring to stick with somebody always? So what if I'm angry? So what if I'm not, will it make a difference? I just don't accept your apologies now. Not now, I've gotta think over it.

It's just a big misunderstanding, it's not a severe matter. A relationship is not a relationship when there is no trust but a big misunderstanding. I just need your trust. Do you remember the day you were not with me? If you do, do you know how I felt? It's the same as yours. Now I've felt that and now you too, wouldn't it be fair, would it? I'm just tired and disappointed in you for having such a big misunderstanding in you and pushing the blames at others and then scold at me for saying what I should let you know.

No smilies today, lazy to put.
School was fine today. Had NAPFA 1.6km run. It was fcuking hot and warm. I was struggling my tiredness and pain. It was really a terrible moment. This was my 2nd time taking this. Last year, I got the 15th position out of 42, this year, i got 25th! I think this was the worst because I lose to half the class! There's like 42 people and yet I got 25th! It is soooo the what siahs! I think next year, I will get 35/42, hahahaha!

Ok. The rest of the day, we were doing work. MATH & CHINESE! My most hatest subject! Gosh, I'm so "lucky" eh? Did problem sums all those, I think my brain for Area of Triangles had rust! I forget the formula for it until Xin Ni reminded me, shit!

Parent-Teacher-Dialogue today! It was TERRIBLE, I repeat, TERRIBLE!!!! What I don't expect will happen, what I expected won't happen! Now, I've got tuition! Back to square 1 eh? But luckily, it's home tuition! My daddy is now finding a female women tutor for me. I don't want Math, heh. Because ............. I'm shooo scared of men tutor, LOL. My sissy ever had one, that's why D:

Okiiee! Byye!